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Wednesday, May 6, 2009

UltraSound



Well It is confirmed, I am officially pregnant. I FINALLY got confirmation today that there is a baby in there an not just something that makes me throw up a lot. I know it sounds totally stupid, and I knew I am pregnant. But something inside of me really couldn’t except it. I felt like it was maybe a tumor, or all in my head or something. I know it sounds lame, but until I could see it for myself its hard to take the Doctors word on it. Anyways, I had my first appointment with my doctor today, and when she came in and said, “ can you believe you are pregnant?” I said no, and she better show me something today. The stepped out of the room so I could put the gown on for the ultrasound and I looked and Joel and got tears in my eyes because I was so scared that nothing was going to be there. But the second she put the wand on my belly my little babies face popped right up, like he/she was sitting there waiting for the camera. Its was unmistakable. We got to see it's little face so close up, and I think he was smiling at us. Then she started moving like crazy, just swimming around like it was in the pool. We saw every little angle, and the baby even kept opening and clenching his little fist. I was so hoping to see something, but it was way more than I hoped for. I never realized that the baby would be so active and alive already. It wouldn’t hold still for a minute, just like Jordan. Joel and I were both crying, it was unbelievable. Actually, scratch that, I finally for the first time really in my heart and head, believe that I am actually going to have a baby. And we totally fell in love with him/or her. And yes I will be finding out as soon as possible what the actually sex it. I am no good with surprises. This has been a great day. Also I am 12 weeks today, which means I have less than 3% chance that I will miscarry and that I am finally in the safe zone. WOW, what a day. Maybe I can relax a little now.

12 comments:

lauren said...

i love ultrasounds! arent they the best! i know how you feel when it comes to not feeling like an actual baby is inside you , i felt that same way until i had madison, congrats its so amazing!!

.:The Halls:. said...

Kelly Im so so happy for you! Yay!

Kris said...

Such an amazing experience for you to be having. That's the one thing I'll miss the most about not having kids is being pregnant. Such a true miracle. Wait until you feel him/her kick and move around. You'll never forget it. When are you coming to Vegas. Let's meet up!

Chad & Emylee said...

wow! i still can't belive it! but yes the ultra sound does help! lol! i'm so excited! luv ya! miss your face! xoxo

John and Marissa said...

Yay! I am so happy for you! What a fabulous story! Can't wait to find out if it's a boy or girl!

THE HILSABECKS said...

Kelly that is so great! We are sitting here at work all reading your blog and are about in tears! Congratulations, you deserve it soooooo much! We love you and can't wait to find out what you're having! Please keep us all updated!
Love you!-
The front office ladies :)

Jordan & Heather Wong said...

ur baby is adorable!! we are so excited to find out what you are having!!! are u feeling any better?? remember u can find out as early as 14 weeks only two left!!!

Brad, Kylee and Payson said...

That is so special! I am so happy for you both! Congrats!

The Despain Gang said...

Yay for you and yours! We're so excited for you. This is such a big deal for you guys. We can't wait to hear what this little baby will be either. What do you hope, girl or boy?

Britmellen said...

:) :) :)

Lisa Mc said...

I am so happy for you! I love reading your posts, they give me such joy! Jordan is a doll, He needs to have a play date with Grace. I loved your video your mom's reaction was pricless. Thanks for sharing.

The Judds said...

Isn't that a wonderful feeling?!? I can't wait til you feel him or her move for the first time or get the hiccups! I'm soo excited for you to get to experience everything; you've waited so long.