It's a GIRL!!!

Joel and I didn't want to wait any longer, so we went to Fetal Fotos to find out the sex of the baby. It's a girl. I just started crying, I said that it didn't matter what the sex was, but I am just so excited to have a daughter. It's time to shop!!!

So cute

I just love this little boys face.

Little Snake

Joel and Jordan were out working in the yard, Joel was digging holes for some new trees and the come across some worms. Jordan was SO excited and came running up to me saying, "Look Mommy, little snake" he was so proud and amazed by his new little friend. He is such a boy.

Hair Gel

I walked into the bathroom today and Jordan was standing there with his whole jar of hair gel that he covered his hair in. As soon as I saw him he said “Mommy, I so cute.” How do you get mad at a cute face like that?

UltraSound

Well It is confirmed, I am officially pregnant. I FINALLY got confirmation today that there is a baby in there an not just something that makes me throw up a lot. I know it sounds totally stupid, and I knew I am pregnant. But something inside of me really couldn’t except it. I felt like it was maybe a tumor, or all in my head or something. I know it sounds lame, but until I could see it for myself its hard to take the Doctors word on it. Anyways, I had my first appointment with my doctor today, and when she came in and said, “ can you believe you are pregnant?” I said no, and she better show me something today. The stepped out of the room so I could put the gown on for the ultrasound and I looked and Joel and got tears in my eyes because I was so scared that nothing was going to be there. But the second she put the wand on my belly my little babies face popped right up, like he/she was sitting there waiting for the camera. Its was unmistakable. We got to see it's little face so close up, and I think he was smiling at us. Then she started moving like crazy, just swimming around like it was in the pool. We saw every little angle, and the baby even kept opening and clenching his little fist. I was so hoping to see something, but it was way more than I hoped for. I never realized that the baby would be so active and alive already. It wouldn’t hold still for a minute, just like Jordan. Joel and I were both crying, it was unbelievable. Actually, scratch that, I finally for the first time really in my heart and head, believe that I am actually going to have a baby. And we totally fell in love with him/or her. And yes I will be finding out as soon as possible what the actually sex it. I am no good with surprises. This has been a great day. Also I am 12 weeks today, which means I have less than 3% chance that I will miscarry and that I am finally in the safe zone. WOW, what a day. Maybe I can relax a little now.